Hi, today marks the last day of 2010. I cant help but to bring out the fact that this year feels like a rather short one, though like all the other years, having 365 days. To recap, it feels that I havent done much throughout the year and it seems that I have accomplish zero thing. Last year, I came out with some lame resoultion. Let's see..
1) To be more beautiful. 2) To be more understanding, especially towards Edric. 3)To balance my extreme precious time. 4)To have fat wads of money in my pockets everyday. 5) Im going to exercise more. 6) Definitely going to read more. 7) Persuade my boyfriend to cut hair.
First, I have become uglier. Thinner hair, fatter body, worse complexion. Second, seems like i have become a bit more aggressive. Third, I hardly stay at home Fourth, got money sure spend one lor. Fifth, the amount of times can be counted using my fingers. Sixth, I havent read a single novel. sevent, yes, he cut several times
The only one I have accomplished is the most useless one lor. HAHAH. This year, Im going to be more realistic and really keep to it. Fingers crosxz. Well, we shall see next year. This is gonna be,
1) Manage my time really well. When I mean managing time well enough, that is still, maintaining all the right relationships, having time for them. I dont want to be staying up in the night to chiong all my project work and stuff. Plus, according to my dad, we are going to have a pet dog. You dont know how happy I am when he told me that. New family member. I will really love to have more time with him which mean i gonna be home as frequently as possible and that means, I will have lesser time for eveything else. In short, have lesser procrastination la. 2) Really exercise and lose some weight. Im 50 kg for goodness lor. 3) Better complexion which means have regular sleeping time and having sufficient of it. Of course, drink plenty of water. Yknow, I hardly drink water now. Like one day not even a cup.
That's all. See, good relationships, good time spent and healthy loooking me. I hope 2011 will be a great one. Im going spend the last day with all the lovely people. Goodnight.
with ferry much love,
Thursday, December 30, 2010
人是善變的. Hi everybody, Im not asleep yet because Im waiting for Edric to call me once he's in changi airport. Holidays seems to be ticking by so quickly, like I havent even enjoyed it. The first week was pack christmas stuff , these two days spent working and the next few will be for catching up with friends. Where to find time to do assignment? Yet, I dont want to be burning midnight oil when school reopens. Argh, mind-cracking. Suck. Humin recommending online shopping again. I want to buy something but dont have already. By right, Edric should be calling arleady aye. Lol. Okay, byebye.
with ferry much love,
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Hi Christmas is over. New year is coming. 2010 like fast only. Shit, it's like three plus now and I'm not asleep. I have been trying to sleep before one because I don't want to have screwed up body clock. Today me missed sleeping at 1am. Shit. Unhappy. Oh, did I mention that I have put on some obvious weight because of the desire for KFC black pepper chicken? Yes yes, even after my dinner, I order KFC. That's how much I love it. For recent weeks, I think I ate more that 10 pieces of black pepper chicken. Seriously finger licking good. Sidetrack a bit, Jason seems to be in Japan for a little too long already. It has been about 14 days but he still want to extend his stay. Lol. Hard to find ma jiang khaki neh. Goodnight. Bed bugs, please come to me. And shit la I really miss Edric leh.
with ferry much love,
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmsa Everybody. I hate spending this season near the town area because I feel that I cannot breathe at all. Human beings are being packed like sardine there due to the celebration or sales? So from Monday till Friday, I visited town everyday just to chill with friends and get presents. I never wanted to go town on Christmas eve because I know I know it will be super super pack but I have got no choice because I have not settled all gifts yet. I made a promise like I will leave town before 10pm and who knows, at then I had to queue up to tap my card into the station. Yes, I love Christmas but I don't like to spend Christmas in crowded places and tell me where not pack during all the eves and pb. Just talk about weekends, town will usually be full. Now I'm sitting on my bed feeling all sorts of comfy and typing on this white space. Hmm, I prefer spending Christmas at home or some one's house and preferably with people who are close to me. I spent the later part of this eve with Andre and Hui min sitting in a coffee shop eating mini wok noodles. Speaking of it, I miss Edric. How I wish he's here to spend Christmas with me.
Oh yeah, I wanted post some funny things Edric did right? Last week I was working in Bedok Point and usually I end work at 9.30pm. So he called me at then.. Ed: Hello you end work already? Me: Haven't lei why? Ed: Oh I'm at Bedok already. Me: Huh serious ar? You wait for me ar. I end already call you. . . . . After less than 5 minutes he called again. Ed: Hello you at Bedok ar? Me: Yes, why? Ed: Serious ar? I'm at bukit batok.
Me feeling so happier and a bit troubled because in between Bedok and Bukit Batok are twenty odds stations-.- In the end, He cabbed down to Bedok Point and we took train back to his place before we headed to eat mini wok noodles. That was already past midnight and hehe, that's our 20th month anniversary (19th dec) . Honestly, I think that's my happiest celebration throughout the 20 months. Yes, how I wish you were here with me today. Merry Christmas Honey<3
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Taken during the celebration of andre's birthday. Im extremely busy with the hoidays. Till the next time you see me here then which will most likely be after christmas(: Anyway, I ate Coca for dinner and I seriously think that I had too much. Poot poot already but still feel like vomiting. The roller coaster in the tummy is no joke. BBQ tomorrow and the thought of food makes me annoyed. Told you I had too much food but the crab was good. Oh yeah, fyi, USS tickets are all sold out from dont know when till beginning of January. Me was suppose to go tommorow. Spoiler right. Tsk. I will post something about Edric soooon. It's funny.
with ferry much love,
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Hi, Im scared of tomorrow's lesson plan implementation. If only I could fast forward this week. HAHA. stop dreaming. Bye:D
with ferry much love,
Monday, December 6, 2010
The 400th post:
Random telepathy on messenger, can you imagine? A short but a happy one<3 Im not quite sure how long this kinda thing will last but yeah, just treasuring what Im having now instead of being a grumpy princess, according to him.
with ferry much love,
this is the 2nd post today. Got to do work now.
YSL collagen eye mask-belly good (Y)
OKAY, TOMORROW IS A LONG DAY. I should be good and start work now so that I can get a little bit more rest.
with ferry much love,
Sunday, December 5, 2010
My tummy has been aching since yesterday. This weekends have passed so quickly and I think it's because of the countless htings to be done. Since holidays' coming, merely two weeks away, poly students are pack with deadlines to cope with, notes to be studied ( some are still busy compiling them) and test to be dealt with. For me, I have been trying to finish assignments because there's no test at all. One thing that frightens me is, the thought of implementing the second lesson plan. Children are really horrible creatures. Anyway, xmas is also round the corner. Im so looking forward to it. I have always been saying and still saying, I love christmas and not because of all the gift exchanged but just the ambience(:
with ferry much love,
Friday, December 3, 2010
You know the kind of feeling like, you dont know when you can really relax even when you are sleeping? That's the kind of feeling Im feeling it now. Imagine like, assignments after assignments and when you finally can get some rest, the new stack just got to come in and take away the thing that I call it freedom. And then imagine again, when you put away the fun and put in the hard work, the result kinda wants to eat you up? I'm referring to my lesson plan. I think I have put in enough to produce a nice lesson plan on paper. When I was implementing it, it was far away from good or even okay. I was feeling darn depress when I ended my own first lesson luh. I have always been mad lucky when it comes to exam and important stuff. The result will somehow be satisfactory even when I dint put in the hard work. But not this time and I wonder why. For this, something that I'm not cut out to be, something that I'm least interested already, I have really discipline myself a bit more than usual. I sacrificed my sleep to do all the shit (not just the lesson plan but also all the compiled work) So when I can finally get some sleep, I have insomnia despite the exhaustion. Instead of feeling proud that I have finished one or two give assignments, I feel stressful thinking about the next one that I'm going to do. Is really miserable to only be able to sleep for less than four hours per day. I mean, that kind like really fall asleep. If you are wondering why do I have the time to blog, that's because I think I had enough for the past about ten days , and decided to rest and enjoy today. War starts tomorrow. You can totally say so that I'm not cut out to be a teacher and yes, totally, I'm not cut out to be a teacher. I don't deny and I don't feel sad that I'm not.
To lighten the whole thing and not make it sounds so serious, HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. Goodnight everybody, this is not an emo post for goodness sake. with ferry much love,
Angeline Koh
I'm that slightly fat girl with thin hair
