Alone

Seriously can't remember when was the last time I actually stayed home the entire day.This is just one of those nights where I reflect and feel tired for myself. I am not complaining about all the late nights out and occupied days btw, just feeling hectic and the need to have some time to be alone (not lonely). Feel like having time away from everyone and my phone just so I can plug in my own music, read some good books/magazines, paint my nails, rewatch movies and do whatever I like for myself.

Change

 'To make or become different'

 

And funny how people always make change sounds bad and  expect someone to not change at all. I mean, it is not always good but isn't 'change' just another phase? Maybe 'change' happens everyday just that, it is sometimes too mild to be noticed. I guess what we can't probably deal with is the sudden change or when things or people change out of your expectation. I gotta admit, I do change and it's not always for the better because I make bad decisions and take wrong chances and likewise, I have also experienced bad changes (there are good ones too) from people and I know how much it sucks. I know 'change'  is sometimes scary, bad and whatever shit but it is seriously inevitable so just learn to poker face and suck it up. We are just human and we do change.